Friday, August 14, 2009

Independence Day....

Shot this picture long time back...How many ever times I visit, this place never fails to raise goosebumps...
Here's a touching write-up I received in my mailbox on the eve of Independence Day. This is something I always think about; and talk about whenever I get a chance to...

The average age of the army man when he joins the force is 20 years. He is a short haired, tight-muscled kid who, under normal circumstances is considered by society as half man, half boy. Not yet dry behind the ears, not old enough to buy a beer, but old enough to die for his country. He never really cared much for work and he would rather wax his bicycle than wash his father's, but he has never collected unemployment help either.

He's a recent college graduate; he was probably an average student from one of the Kendriya Vidyalayas, pursued some form of sport activities, drives an old two wheeler, and has a steady girlfriend that either broke up with him when he left, or swears to be waiting when he returns from active duty. He listens to rock and roll or hip-hop or gazals or swings a 155mm howitzer.


He is 5 or 7 kilos lighter now than when he was at home because he is working or fighting the insurgents or standing guard on the icy Himalayas from before dawn to well after dusk or he is at Mumbai engaging the terrorists. He has trouble spelling, thus letter writing is a pain for him, but he can strip a rifle in 30 seconds and reassemble it in less time in the dark. He can recite to you the nomenclature of a machine gun or grenade or any weapon and use it effectively if he must.


He digs foxholes and latrines and can apply first aid like a professional.
He can march until he is told to stop, or stop until he is told to march.
He obeys orders instantly and without hesitation, but he is not without spirit or individual dignity.
His pride and self-respect, he does not lack.
He is self-sufficient.
He has two sets of combat dress: he washes one and wears the other.
He keeps his water bottle full and his feet dry.
He sometimes forgets to brush his teeth, but never to clean his rifle. He can cook his own meals, mend his own clothes, and fix his own hurts.
If you're thirsty, he'll share his water with you; if you are hungry, his food. He'll even split his ammunition with you in the midst of battle when you run low.


He has learned to use his hands like weapons and weapons like they were his hands.
He can save your life - or take it, because that is his job.
He will often do twice the work of a civilian, draw half the pay, and still find ironic humour in it all.
He has seen more suffering and death than he should have in his short lifetime.
He has wept in public and in private, for friends who have fallen in combat and is unashamed.

He feels every note of the Jana Gana Mana vibrate through his body while at rigid attention, while tempering the burning desire to 'square-away' those around him who haven't bothered to stand, remove their hands from their pockets, or even stop talking. In an odd twist, day in and day out, far from home, he defends their right to be secure. Just as did his Father, Grandfather, and Great-grandfather, he is paying the price for our freedom.

Beardless or not, he is not a boy.

He is our nation's Fighting Man who has kept this country free and defended our right to Freedom. He has experienced deprivation and adversity, and has seen his buddies falling to bullets and maimed and blown.

But, he has asked nothing in return, except our acknowledgement of his existence and understanding of his human needs.
Remember him, always, for he has earned our respect and admiration with his blood. And now we even have women over there in danger, doing their part in this tradition of going to War when our nation calls us to do so.

As you go to bed every night, remember this shot…..A short lull, a little shade and a picture of loved ones in their helmets.

When you read this, please stop for a moment and say a prayer for our soldier, sailors, and airmen , in all frontiers. Of all the gifts you could give a Soldier, Sailor, or Airman, prayer is the very best one. HE will always do you proud!!!


जय हिंद!

Wednesday, July 15, 2009

I Love Tagore...

My most favorite words out of Tagore's billions..


It decks me only to mock me, this jewelled chain of mine. It bruises me when on my neck, it strangles me when I struggle to tear it off. It grips my throat, it chokes my singing. Could I but offer it to your hand, my Lord, I would be saved. Take it from me, and in exchange bind me to you with a garland, for I am ashamed to stand before you with this jewelled chain on my neck.


- No. XI of Fruit Gathering by Rabindranath Tagore, 1916.

Visualisation shot on 12/07/2009.

A little more of Tagore's is in my photostream.

Tuesday, July 7, 2009

Indian Lady...

My big boss does not like loud music. Which mother does, anyway?

The past weekend had in itself one of those rare evenings which I get for myself। On my own and no chare that can't wait. Rarer is my mood to check on the volume controls of my home theatre.

So, given the time and mood for some blaring music (that's an oxymoron?), I played an old collection of foot-tapping numbers. In fact, I did more than tapping my foot. My heels ached till next afternoon from my dancing-to-glory.

Long after the music and dance and ahces are over, my cranial jukebox is still playing Remo Fernandez's song...


Indian lady, you've come a long way baby...
भारतीय नारी अंडे से बहार तू निकली..
இந்தியப்பெண்மணி இமயம் தொட்டுவிட்ட ராணி நீ...

This song is almost a decade old.


Much ancient is the Lord's Song:

कीर्ती: श्रीर्वाक च नारीणां स्मृतिर्मेधा धृतिः क्षमा
(Bhagvad Gita 10:34)
Keerti - fame, Shree - wealth/beauty, Vak-perfect speech, Smriti-memory, Medha-intellect, Dhriti-patience, Kshama-compassion.

The 10th Chapter as such contains loads of proclamations by Krishna declaring His presence in the best of each thing in this universe - for example - of the rivers He is the Ganges, of the animals He is the lion and so on. In this verse, Krishna lists 7 of the best qualities of womankind.

Women are indeed special. And, Indian lady...let's look at this list:
  • Pratiba Patil - President of India

  • Meira Kumar - Speaker of the Lok Sabha

  • Nirupama Rao - Foreign Secretary

  • Mamta Banerjee - Minister of Railways

  • Tessy Thomas - Director of Missile Project

  • Indira Jaising - Additional Solicitor General


Not bad...At all. But why 20,000 rapes? What is the logic behind the tilt? And that is only the number of reported cases of circa 2008...Why women are looked upon as consumable substance? Why not as women of substance?

Monday, June 22, 2009

Economics and astrology...

Economics has beeen my favourite subject. I have dreamt of taking up economics as a subject for higher studies, i.e., doctorate level. But now that I have not done any studies at all, there is no question of higher studies. At some vague point of my life, I have slanted towards computers & sofware and still marinating.

The fascination with economics is still alive, but not to the extent of working on a doctorate. It's now restricted to watching the market factors, working out indexes and sometimes lecturing on inflation, MSPs, WPI, CPI and the likes, to whoever makes the mistake of asking me what is it all about.

More than anything, I indulge on economic analysis, not making any, but reading them from various sources. Newspapers, magazines, web.... Economic analysis is not all about percentages and graphs and piecharts. There are some very interesting articles, like the ones by Swaminathan S Anklesaria Aiyar. He writes some of his pieces in the form of a letter, like the one he wrote in his column dated 21/06/09, addressed to the Finance Minister. I remember writing articles for my school magazine in the form of letters to none other than God Himself. Some of them were published, too! So Swaminathan is an easy favourite.

I like his analysis not just for the simplicity & lucidity nor just because he includes his wife's maiden name (Anklesaria) in his name nor just because he is a global-tamilian nor just for the subtle humour quotient but also for the awesome predictions he makes. For example, the time-period he worked out for the oil prices to fall below $100. (http://www.swaminomics.org) Sometimes I wish he were an astrologer instead of being an economist, just for the simple reason that he could analyse some horoscopes and make accurate predictions. Duh?

I have always wondered if astrology is too arbitrary, owing to the fact that it possesses simply too much scope for varying and inconsistent interpretations. If only an efficient economist can double up as an astrologist, may be I can get a glimpse at the veracity of astrology as a science, just as economics is.

Friday, June 19, 2009

What's he thinking...

A picture speaks a thousand words. Ashwin's varying expressions during his Upanayanam.



:)

Chennai's summer and slang...

I dont remember being a pig. If I did, I would also remember that pigs dont sweat and I wont be saying I sweat like a pig. It's late June and still no signs of the mercury coming down. Well, I am in Chennai after all and I should not be complaining. This place is second only to beloved Calcutta in humidity. Though the evenings - aided by the coastal breeze, are better than those of Calcutta, mornings are ungodly....when you have to tackle the kitchen & laundry and get ready for a long workday.

Once I finally manage to cool off some sweat sitting under the fan for a quick breakfast, I gear up for the 9.5 kilometre ride to my workplace, putting on oversized sunglasses and tying a bandana matching my outfit, as closely as possible. Now comes the fun part of summer.

I must have done something really right in my previous janma (birth) to earn this ride - 4.5 kilometres of completely shaded avenues, with a generous helping of trees in full bloom. 200 metres of hot sun from my house, I enter this avenue and feel greatly blessed. Not a single day passes by without me wondering how people could so heartlessly cut down trees...

For the first 4.5 kilometres I do not mind the bad mad traffic, thanks to the shade of Indian lauburnum, flame of the forest, bougainville....but mostly albizia saman aka thoongu moonji or raintree...and the breeze no airconditioner in this world can simulate. But the next 5 or so kilometres...ooof...hotter than a furnace (if you had been inside one!)

But the end-of-summer-sky presents its own splendour - clouds, clouds, clouds....amazing blue and white and of course, grey. Fabulous patterns, some shining, some not too glossy. Wow ! What I would not give in return, if only I could just roll on a hillside meadow and look at the morning sky, instead of riding to work sandwiched between stupid cars with airconditioners!

And the evening sky, if only am lucky to start from work just in time to see the dusk settling down, is equally, or may be more enchanting than the cloud-filled mornings. What a riot of colours! What is that technical spec of 256 million colours you get on mobile displays and monitors. It wont be nowhere near the number of colours in Nature's palette. Once upon a time, I believed that all the fancy colours like Mauve, Fuschia, Magenta are all some chemical combinations invented experimentally or accidentally by paint factories. I got shocked out of that notion when I went snorkelling in the Andamans. Oh, what splendid colors of fish and corals!

Coming back to Chennai bike ride, how I wish I had one of my friends or my mom riding with me to enjoy the beauty of God Nature...I even look around for a friendly-looking fellow-rider if I could point a finger to the sky and say with a smile - hey look - and get a smile in return. Mmmmm...everybody's tired at the twilight and just about everybody (except a few) is so keen on breaking traffic rules to reach home early. No time for a peek at the skies and its colours.

It's just me looking at the summer skies and yearning for a meadow to roll upon. 5 summers ago, I did exactly that. Roll on a meadow, somewhere in Himachal Pradesh near the Dhauladhar range of the Himalayas. So, everyday - morning and evening - I look at the skies and imagine that I am not riding to work in Chennai but rolling on a meadow in Himachal.

What will you do when you see someone looking at the skies and riding a bike, albeit looking at the road ahead now and then? Oh yes, you are right. Bang on target. That's what the auto-drivers do. Use the choicest of Chennai slang at me for my lousy riding. Thankfully, am good at selective hearing. Or you can even call me half deaf.

Being half deaf I dont know much of Madras Tamizh. Now tell me, what's the very common cuss word in Madras Tamizh? :) 'Kasmaalam'? Mind you, its a Sanskrit word, morphed though. 'Kashmalam' meaning impurity or faintheartedness or illusion or confusion. Interestingly, Lord Krishna utters this word in His very first verse to Arjuna. (Ignoring the one line of indirect speech in the First Chapter of The Holy Gita, wherein He said 'Look at the Kauravas who are lined up for battle').

Here are the first two verses of Lord Krishna (Chapter 2. Verses 2 & 3)...
श्रीभगवानुवाच
कुतस्त्वा कश्मलं इदं विषमे समुपस्थितम
अनार्य जुष्टं अस्वर्ग्यम
अकीर्तिकरम अर्जुन (२.२)
क्लैब्यं मा स्म गम: पार्थ नैतत्त्वय्युपपद्यते
क्षुद्रं ह्रदयदौर्बल्यं त्याक्त्वोत्तिष्ट परन्तप (२.३)

Kutastvaa kashmalam idam vishame samupasthitam. Anaarya jushtam aswargyam akeertikaram arjuna. Lord Krishna said, O Arjuna, where has this illusion of yours appeared in this moment of crisis? This is not befitting an Aryan, nor conducive to attaining heavenly spheres and is a cause of infamy। (2.2)
Klaibyam maa smagama paartha naitatvayyupapadyate. Kshudram hrdaya daurbalyam tyaktvottishta parantapa. O Partha, do not yield to unmanliness. This is not worthy of you. O scorcher of foes, giving up this weakness of heart, rise up! (2.3)

Spoken like a true teacher! Clearly, some of the choicest words of Sanskrit which are indeed harsh, if looked at, literally. For example 'klaibyam' also means impotence. Was Lord Krishna a little too harsh on Arjuna? Just as harsh as the Chennai summer?

Wednesday, June 10, 2009

Boredom

Boredom is omnipresent and so is monotony. The availability of innumerable options do not alleviate monotony or bring down the gestation of boredom. In fact, it is starting to look like the multiplicity of choices and monotony are directly proportional. The more the choices, the easier you get bogged down by monotony. In my opinion, being spoilt for choice is no fun.

True to the subject, I have used four different sentences to convey the same meaning. But am still not satisfied of making my point effectively. This is exactly today's world.

For everything you need, be it a product or a service, you bump into a motley of choices. Like a child entering a room full of playthings, you experience a glee. GLEE. But that's only the initial reaction. Once you start pondering over the choices, the confusion you encounter is overwhelming and you are full of......the title of this post !

We had a Voltas refrigerator, which was bought in 1989! It was working perfectly well, except for the noise the compressor would make during the on-off-on moments spurred by the thermostat. Not to mention the rust-dust it was shedding everyday....
Being a little over-conscious about energy conservation and keen about bringing a shiny thingy home, I convinced Ammi that it was time to replace this antique refrigerator with a new one. When I started looking which one to buy, what happened to me was exactly what I explained in the previous paragraph!

In today's world of new-for-old exchange offers, only the advertiesments are attractive. The exchange price was a whopping Rs.500 for my old fridge and the new one costed a mere Rs.10000! Giving away a perfectly working appliance for Rs.500, just for the excitement of bringing a new one, which you dont know if it will work as well as your old one and which you dont know if it will save energy? Rs.500? Oh.... How would I convince Appa, who's never enthusiastic about discarding anything old and has a remote possibility of working....? Fortunately, he found someone in his sub-staff who could do with a used fridge. Suddenly, my old fridge was ready to go (free of cost, of course) and I was yet to find a new one.

Pressed by the urgent need to find a replacement and faced with the BOREDOM & CONFUSION borught in by so many models, about 40, which were close to my specs and I shortlisted 4 for Ammi to choose from. I wanted to buy an Indian brand, but ended up buying a Korean brand. The only reason being the float-glass shelves instead of the wire shelves and Ammi-my boss, preferred glass shelves so that she dont have to worry about accidentally placing her tiny containers between the gaps and spilling the contents.

The new fridge is sure a shiny thing, silent-well, almost, energy-saving - 5 star rating, and am still looking for my old electricity bills to compare with. One other thing am not sure about is, if Ammi has stopped missing our old refridgerator.

I was plainly happy that the task of choosing a new fridge, was finally over. This was in January 2009. The same story was about to repeat itself in May 2009, when my 8 year old TV flunked. Once bitten, I quickly settled for the cheapest available model, not wanting to succumb to boredom, again so easily, by getting tempted by the multiplicity of choices. Looks like it will be a constant and untiring effort to avoid boredom....what with a 12 year old washing machine. Whew...!



Friday, June 5, 2009

A number called age...

I am not too excited about birthdays, but one comes my way every year, just as it did today.

Getting older? Nah.... no way!

I always feel as old as I was in my 11th standard. I was called a 'paati' (granny) even then... :D

Jokes apart, age is always just a number. And this number just adds experiences to itself and multiplies into wisdom; sometimes it multiplies laughter among friends and their merciless leg-pulling about getting older or younger; sometimes it brings in some vague amusement, like this incident....

I volunteered to be a volunteer this year at the annual Gita Competition held by The Egmore Sanskrit School. The volunteers are put in groups and each group has a co-ordinator. This competition is so well-organised (I'll write a separate post on it) and goes off like clockwork for two days on the final weekend of every January. My group coordinator (young girl, may be just out of college) called me on my mobile before the competition - twice to confirm that I'll be reporting to duty and once to pass on some instructions. She addressed me using my full name always and no prefixes / suffixes as Miss, Mrs or Madam. Am not complaining - I insist that even my friends' / cousins' kids should call me by name; no 'aunty'ing business. I met this girl for the first time on the day of the competition, listened to her instructions and worked along....like an obedient student! Full name, all through the day. Then came the formality of filling up bio-data forms for the volunteers' database. I filled up mine, passed it on to my coordinator and went home.

Here comes the fun part - next day, when I reported for duty, she had a different set of instructions, alright - but know what, I had a hard time suppressing my smile/laughter/grin as she punctuated the instructions with a generous sprinkling of 'aunty'.... :D :D :D

This number called age.....is Something!

Thursday, June 4, 2009

Daily dose of The Holy Gita...

Duty is to vote...... Sometimes, some of the verses keep hammering inside the so-called brain and manifest in all possible ways, even in simple and silly ways. Here's one such verse and a visual manifestation. The index finger that voted in E-2009, pointing at the rising market index.

कर्मण्येवाधिकारास्ते मा फलेषु कदाचन
मा कर्मफल्हेतूर्भूर्मा ते संगोस्त्वकर्मणि
(गीता २:४७)
உன்னுடைய உரிமை செய்யும் காரியம் மட்டுமே. காரியத்தின் முடிவும் பயனும் உன்னுடைய உரிமையல்லவே அல்ல. பயனில் ஆசை செலுத்தி எதையும் செய்யாதே. இதை சொன்னேன் என்று செய்ய வேண்டியன செய்யாமல் சும்மா இருப்பதில் கவனம் செலுத்தாதே. (கீதை 2:47)